PETIR

hamaparan petir menyambar hati
terperangah, kaku dan diam
tak mampu bergerak, apalagi berbicara
hati ini bak kaca dilempar batu
hancur, terpisah entah kemana
sedih rasanya, marah rasanya
mengetahui, kepastian di depan mata
gelap rasanya, tak ada cahaya.
hilang, lenyaplah cinta itu
sekian lama memendam
namun? apa yang ku dapat ketika tak berbicara?
penyesalan, ya kini tinggalah itu bersama rasa sedih dan marah
dalam ruang hati yang sedang menangis, namun tersenyum
entah, takdirkah ini?

ENTAHLAH ...

entah, untuk  siapa aku menunggu?
sesaat, sekujur tubuhku kaku
mulut membisu bak diterpa petir
entah, untuk siapa aku menunggu?
berdiri, bagai kayu lusuh
dibawah lampu jalanan
yang kian lama berbinar, meredam lalu lenyap
entah, untuk siapa aku bertahan?
terperangah sesaat lalu kembali berdiri
bertahan bak berjalan ditengah hamparan gurun
entah, untuk siapa aku mencintai?
mencintai bak memeluk bulan
bagai bicara pada tembok lusuh
tak jelas, tak pasti, tak ada jawaban
entah, untuk siapa rasa ini?
apakah untuk bulan yang selalu ingin kupeluk?
ataukah untuk bintang yang tak pernah dapat kuraih?
entah, untuk siapa aku menuggu?
dirimu, ataukah yang lain?
meskipun begitu, takkan mungkin
entalah, biarkan berjalan
bagai tetesan hujan dikaca 
lalu menjadi embun.

bored time~

Hmm, it's feels like a long time i'm never write again, well i'm gonna write again.
This time is the edition quote about destiny.heheheh well here i go.
You know sometimes something that we think it's right, but in the fact it was bad at all. But, when you think is good enough for you, it's nothing good at all ..
I dont why but sometimes i felling like that.
And if we talk about between destiny, past, and future,  i think it's connect each other.
I think that every single thing happened in past is always beautiful to remember.
Even it's a bad thing we could learned from our past.
Because the past it will be always the past, and it was the destiny.
But future is always to be secret, except you learned from your past,
And you pray, try on, and hold on your way. You can change every possibility
Of your future to be the great ever future~
Just that's all that i write today. Gumawo, und guten nact everyone~♥

#Quotestoday

-Sometimes you have to be more patient for waiting Something you wish

- You know something that i don't know and I know something that you don't know

- Dreamhigh it doesn't easier way to reach but you have to standing high to get it

-Life just like an adventure it's just happend once time in your life

- This is not about Why we change the world, but this is about How we change the world By Our Spirit and Dream

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Adventure

adventure
what do you think about it?
life is seems like an adventure
why? because in every life youn can found anything
anything like in adventure
the wild world
the beautiful of life
and how difficult world is
anything happend in the life
your luckly and your sadness
you wolk in a life like an adventure
by the the time you'll found and you'll feel

is that what you think?

what do you feel if someone who you love was loving someone else? what do you think of that? what do you think if you fall in love with someone for one year but he was loving someone else?. that was the question that i never could answer

"Life is like a music"

life, it's just like a music.
if the music you play it
with feelings and heart
with a thousand emotional 
with a deep deep insting
it's make a beautiful harmony
just let it be
let your soul dance with a music
let your body do what yo gonna do
let the harmony inside in your head
let every single chords fly in your hand
let be your life inside the music
because life just like a music
because in music there's a thousand emotional
because by the music your feelings can show off
because music is beautiful harmony
so let your life in the beautiful harmony.